Family problems that has been occuring before i was born...When will this end? How will it end? I guess it never will.

All i can hope is to keep on working and studying even harder, so that i can leave this accursed family for good. I have done nothing, but yet i was always the first to get hit. Am i responsible for events that happened before i was born? Its almost two decades, and i have suffered all these crap throughout my seventeen years in this world.

I wish to speak, but find no one to turn to. They say i have changed, but its all because of what they did that cause me to become what i am...a monster...Darkness, and a fear has befallen me...I am useless...i cannot do nothing to put a stop to this...One day...i will leave this place...wheni have the ability...i will do so...i swear upon my name...I shall go by the name Jason only...for i have no given name...nor surname...for i have no family...

I have nothing left in this world...

Jason is here @ 7:16 PM