For some reason, life has been getting more and more duller for me. Its been black and white for ages, and now its turn black. I have lost. Defeated terribly. I have nothing now, nothing.

Don't even feel like going school now, can;t even laugh at jokes. Life has gotten to a point where i just can;t stand it anymore. Exploding at any moment, i couldn't control my emotions.

Time is running out, and i fear that what i have yet to do might never ever be accomplished. As such is the sadness and dark side of life, and i have seen it all. I see no hope nor even a glimpse of light ahead, but just darkness, where i know its certain death.

And soon, i will leave this world, as for when, i do not know. Its either the time where i have accomplished things i have yet to, or when death comes to claim me and end my suffering.

Jason is here @ 11:03 PM