I'm just a damned burden to him. He works so bloody hard to pay for my school fees and feed me and take me overseas for vacations. SINCE WHEN DID I SAY I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS! I refused to go for the korea trip last year, and receive a bloody amount of scolding and vulgarities. If i'm just a bruden, so be it. After the exams i will find a job and leave the house. Then he won't have to work so hard. Then i will free from sorrows and be isolated again. Damn it. I hate this world.

Jason is here @ 6:40 PM